Just Devon - Clowns Remastered Lyrics

Tryna make a debut, f*ckin' up on day two
Brotha tryna stay true, barriers I run through
You and I been bit too idle waiting by
It don't matter how hard I try, I ain't fly
Sky high and I ain't coming down tonight
World ain't right and thats the shit that gimme fright
Cold nights missin' bitches in my bed
Like a teddy bear, comforting my head
Been living like seven lives for a minute
Then they say they know me but they ain't in it
Drink a lil, smoke a lot, imma give it all I got
Lungs gon' rot, still gon' fuh that thot
People pleasin' gets to me, thats why you offendin' me
Steeple easin' until three, like the Beatles Let it Be
Mama, I gotta say I ain't free
I got these demons, they killin' me

Everyday it seems like we closer to death
Some way I think God is the one giving breath
I mean all the f*ck shit and we still alive
How hard we try to fall and we still thrive
These days we ain't even gotta survive
Not even the Earth really f*cking our vibe
Throughout my life I've doubted his existence
Thought about life and I believe his persistence
Take disease for instance, extinction isn't instant
World miss Him, we been getting distant
Back on beat, the Lord is trying me
Knocked off my feet, it's dark I can't see
Pullin' me through and I found Angelina
Wake up one day imma be in Costa Rica
Shake up the fray like Martin findin' Gina
Damn God, just wishin' I could see ya