I breathe the air, I feel this strange warmth in my tummy
A tingle on my spine, it feels so funny
Incessantly wild, and always feeling crummy
But I look up and behold, it's still sunny!
I wake up before the sun to hustle for my money
Bitter sweet life, suckle on the honey
If so simple is this life, then why am I running
I slump before my desk and keep on humming
I belch a laugh though nothing here is funny
Run circles in my head and call myself a dummy
Searching for love but only mama calls me honey
Looking for my fix but I am still broken
I pull the lever back, and out comes a token
Searching evermore for something good to happen
If I see what is, then the door will open
Then deception again will rise, and craving won't subside
I lay my head under cover, yet from myself I cannot hide
"Please," I say, "I'll do anything to get away"
"Please," I pray, "God won't you show me the way"
"Please," I cry, "I don't wanna die, just show me a sign"
"Please," I mutter, "Wash away the fear and crimes"
I listen for an answer and I look to the sky
And its funny, I feel that tingle
And I see, today is still sunny