Shall I drown in the black sea
Shall I drown in my self-loathing
I've no purpose anymore
Can I pick myself off the floor
Can we rewind to different times
A time where my love
Wasn't afraid to look up or to speak my mind
But in defense of my good name
I come from the dark
I wonder when I'll figure this thing out
So will you look me in the eye
Before you say those words
Before you cast your judgement and sentence me dead
So I will drop my head in shame
Again I was wrong
I was so sure that finally you would be the one
Shall I drown in the black sea
Shall I drown in my self-loathing
I've no purpose anymore
Can I pick myself off the floor
(No...)
This world has torn me apart
Well can I just start over
My spirit begs for freedom
Before the fear takes over
This world has torn me apart
Well can I just start over
My spirit begs for freedom
Before the fear takes over