When I was a child, pulled a blade on my arm once or twice
Maybe thirty times
And the girl I loved back then
Taught me how to hate myself
The devil that I needed, my freckled arm's a-bleedin
And every painful memory left pictures in my head
I cannot forget
And I've got 500 photo albums
Each one's packed to the brim
And each one makes me cry
And each one makes me grin
Knowing I have made it through
Another day again
And when I was a child, blacked out on Co2
Maybe once or twice
More like thirty times
And just as my head grew faint
I noticed my slow heart rate
And I said a prayer to God
Sayin' please please please
Take me if you want
And every painful memory left pictures in my head
I cannot forget
And I've got 500 photo albums
Each one's packed to the brim
And each one makes me cry
And each one makes me grin
Knowing I have made it through
Another day again