DRM Video (MV)

Verge of depression
Yeah you heard it right man f*ck it I said it
Like who do you talk to
When the one that you'd talk to
About problems becoming the problem
Like, I'm all alone in this mental asylum
I ain't askin for no pitty from phony committee
I ain't lookin for no fake love I already got it
Yeah please don't add to the nonsense
And we supposed to be growing some way
But we ain't growing in the pace that you wanna so you throw us away
I get that
I wasn't the best man I guess it's time for some get back
Transparent gifts that was gift wrapped
In other words material items
When you wanted things from me that I can't put a price on
Forgive me for taking so long to turn the lights on

Nah
Nah

Let's try this again

Yeah

I ain't Perfect I wanted to be
Wanted you by my side
While I tried to be
The man that you want me to be
This shit is f*ckin wit me
Man I just can't f*ckin believe
You got me thinkin
That maybe I shouldn't of walked out on my last situation
If I was the problem I could've worked on it we could've made it
Nah scratch that man that bitch too crazy
Climbing through my windows like a home invasion
He say she say
You wrong I'm wrong
The games we play
If we take another shot man I don't want no reply
Ain't tryna start all over I don't want no replace
To them we was relationship goals
We did a good job hiding relationship tolls
Let me stop I told you that I was sorry
I told you let's move along
But it's hard to do that shit when I'm feeling alone
I know I hurt you
The mental shit I put you through you don't deserve
Maybe I don't deserve you
Damn

You know things change
Things change people change
Feelings change emotions change
You know like I might be feeling this way right now
But you know that don't that's not necessarily
Saying that that's what it's gone be
You know like only time can tell
It's only one way to find out you know

Currently getting over startin over
Currently wish I never got to know ya
Currently thinkin to myself like
Even though I got to know ya I don't really know ya
Currently thinking bout the time wasted
Currently thinking bout the arguments
Between me and my daughters mom so you can be around my baby
Shit is crazy
Currently hatred over L words
I really meant it when I used the L word
I can tell that we different
Because before I give up on it I'll go to hell and back for it
I know the pain because I fell first
Life lesson guess I took a L for it
Could've lost my life could've went to jail for it
All the things I said I wouldn't do I fell for it
I been there for you through the toughest of the times
And I ain't gone like girl you been there through mine
Things that really matter things that money couldn't buy
Like when my grandma died you wiped the tears from my eyes
When Khadijah died wiped the tears from ya eyes
How we go from that to all these secrets and these lies
How we go from that to all this evil in our eyes
From just me and you to all these people in our lives
The way that things is going man I shouldn't be surprised

Shouldn't be sur
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