Jxve - 3am in Miami Lyrics

I'm all in my feelings
A whole lot to deal with
Got dreams of a million and ownin' a building
Sometimes I don't feel it, been thinkin' bout quittin'
But gotta keep pushin', 'cause I never finish
I'm doin' these songs to accumulate fans
But it ain't enough to carry out the plan
My baby mama she workin' 2 jobs
Deserve an applause, she do what she can
She checkin' my phone when it ain't in my hand
Wonderin' when Ima' f*ck up again
Like where does it end
We fightin' and f*ckin', I'm breakin' her in
Landlord out here raisin the rent
God took my cousin and ever since
I've been stuck, trapped in the abyss
Then he took chivs
Guess I'll blame it on the way that they lived
Run from the problems, I'm hoppin' the fence
I let my issues burn away in a spliff
Look for an end when I'm cockin' that clip
I would disappear, but a nigga got kids
Still feel like a kid
I'm being for real
I'm done bein' grown, f*ck payin' these bills yeah
My daughter 9 months, almost off that Enfamil yeah
That shit is expensive
That's why I'm chasin' these riches
That's why I'm creatin' these businesses
In case I don't place with this penmanship
So much doubt even though I'm bigger than when I started
I was little then
If I had the same mindset back then
Think 'bout what I coulda been
3 am in Miami
Palm trees, no grammy
No phantom, I ain't Danny
Can't go ghost on my family
Had to go back to Ohio
Literally for my family Survival
Knew homies that turned into rivals
Its sad cause I miss'em to the death
And speakin' of death I keep losin' my idols
Mama want me to pick up a bible
She think I'm out livin' too wild
Vicious cycle, no one to dial
Depression is not in my file
But still I feel dead inside
That's why there's an 'X' in "JXVE"
Even if I exercised it wouldn't work out
3 am in Miami
Palm trees, no grammy
No phantom, I ain't Danny
Can't go ghost on my family
Nah Nah
3 am in Miami
Palm trees, no grammy
No phantom, I ain't Danny
Can't go ghost on my family
Nah Nah