JØZ - Fading Away. Lyrics

As I sit on my plateau I can't keep on ignoring the fact
That I'm not myself no more
My minds wrapped around commotion
My soul is now decomposing
I've become another victim
Of the devils racial system another person slash statistic
Stripped away my only vision, left me broken down and humble
Now I write these heavy thoughts in a bubble of my ensemble
I know one day I'll reach everything I've ever dreamed of
My energy is feeling bleak and that's what all these demons feed off

I'm fading away
I'm fading away into nothingness
I'm fading away
I'm fading away

This is what I feel
This is what I see
Nothing is nothing and paid
Nothing is nothing and free
This world is granted to live
This world is granted to die
I will do anything in my will for my children to thrive
Exile
I walk around with a hollow shell and I don't even smile
I lost my inner child so how can I be ready to be a parent
In this world is not apparent
I've invested too much that I don't give a f*ck about your two cents
Now wait a minute
Is this really as far as it goes
Cause I don't really wanna go that far
I don't really wanna die in the dark
Am I the only one with a genuine heart
Heart

I'm fading away
I'm fading away into nothingness
I'm fading away
I'm fading away