Have you seen the show?
I mean, it's like...
Reality...
But, it's like alternate reality
But like... real-life alternate reality
Like... we're all f*cking living in a game show
It's like... that kind of reality...
But you'll like it, I promise
Ugh, whatever just play my song...
I keep letting you down
I keep letting you down
I keep letting you down
Baptize me in that water
Til the glory makes me speak in tongues
Been practicing Hoodoo
Seal it up with a word from "Psalms"
I been mulling it over
'Cause the Lord knows you done me wrong
I been writing 'bout "Soft"
'Cause I'm 5,4, done with strong
(4,3,2, 1...)
You been holding it down for a real one
I keep changing my mind 'cause it still hurts
You keep holding me up
And I keep letting you down
I keep trying to change just to get by
I been letting it go, but we all know
You'll be holding me up
But I'll be letting you down
If a real one hold you down
Then I hear you spose to drown
If the opposite is true
Then I guess this is a drought 'cause
You strung me out 'cause
I needed something new
Boo-f*cking-hoo baby
Boo-f*cking-hoo
It's alright...
I'm still here
Deep breathe
We're friends here
Boo-f*cking-hoo baby
Boo-f*cking-hoo
Hoo
Hoo
Ashe
You been holding it down for a real one
I keep changing my mind 'cause it still hurts
You keep holding me up
And I keep letting you down
I been trying hard just to get by
I been wiping my eyes, but I still cry
You'll be holding me up
But I'll be letting you down
Boy I keep letting you down
I'll keep letting you down
Down
You'll keep holding me up
I'll keep letting you down
No, I think...
I think dreams are brilliant
I think dreams are incredibly important
I just... get so scared sometimes
'Cause I....
I don't know what's real
Um... I'm scared
Aren't you?!
What if...
What we call life is the dream
Then...
I'm so f*cking afraid to wake up
Or
I'm afraid to go to sleep
I don't know which one it is
Just ughhhh
It's just all like AAHHHHHH