Kahlen Barry - Goodbye Lyrics

I remember the day in sixth grade
When my entire world crashed
I sat in a room with tears down my face
My therapist told me my mom wasn't coming back

Left a hole in my chest
I'm still trying to fill
It left me numb
They tried to fix it with pills
But that shit did nothing
It just made me sick
Why couldn't they understand
I needed to sit down

Cause everything was spinning
How could this happen to me?
Had my whole life in front of me?
There was a moment where I wanted to let go
There was a moment where I wanted to let go

I don't know what gave me the strength
The strength to keep going
But I as looked back at the boy I was
I was so broken
And I was still holding on to a piece of him
It just f*cked my relationships up
Cause I didn't know how to love
Didn't know a thing about trust
Cause everyone always gave up on me

I was used to it
I was to used to it
I got to used to it

So I say goodbye to that boy
Boy that I used to be
Hope I made him proud of who I'm becoming

So I say goodbye that boy that I used to be
Cause now I'm free from that pain I felt
I know where I'm going

So I say goodbye to that boy
Boy that I used to be
Hope I made him proud of who I'm becoming

So I say goodbye that boy that I used to be
I'm free
I know where I'm going

So I say goodbye
So I say goodbye
So I say goodbye