Kai - Circles and Scars Lyrics

"It was never enough... I was never enough..."
I built a castle on shifting sands
Each brick a dream crushed in your hands
Every word a storm tearing me apart
You rewrote the story etched on my heart
But I kept on trying
While the walls kept dying
The weight of your shadow
Still lingers in my mind
I was breaking I was bending
Chasing love unending
Every try a scar every hope a lie
Running circles just to say goodbye
Left with echoes of who I'd been
A shadow of trust a hollowed skin
Through fleeting faces and borrowed nights
I stitched myself with fragile lights
But each flame faded
Every promise jaded
How do you learn to hold on
When you've let it all go?
I was breaking I was bending
Chasing love unending
Every try a scar every hope a lie
Running circles just to say goodbye
Each fall taught me how to stand
Each wound carved lessons in my hands
From love that burned to love that healed
I learned the truth that time revealed
I am standing I am mending
Found the love unending
Every scar a guide every hope alive
I've stopped the circles and I've learned to fly
And now your hands hold me steady and true
No walls to climb no masks to undo
I've found a place where I can stay
With you I've finally found my way
"I've found my way... I'm finally okay..."