It all started that night
I didn't mean to meet you
I was doing my own thing
Homecoming when I seen you
Our friends brought us together
We all exchanged some laughs
We went back to the dance and it seemed like time wouldn't pass
I got your Instagram
We laughed a lil bit
Your beautiful black dress hugging your every inch
The night came to an end
I gave you one last hug
I saw you running off with your friends, I wasn't bugged
We went to the same school
I always thought bout you
Wherever I looked I was wondering what i should do
If I should call your name
If I should hit you up
If I should just sit and say nothing hoping I'll get luck
I finally gained the courage
We started talking more
I'd see you in the library reading a book and more
I tried to make you laugh
I think it actually worked
The smallest memories I remember , now they surely hurt
Time had passed on by
You were one grade younger
I started being selfish, thinking bout my future hunger
Removed you from the picture
My heart became so cold
You noticed all my moves but wouldn't say nothing more
I realized what I did
I tried to make it up
You lost your trust in me
Because I wouldn't stop for once
I did what I wanted
But that's not how it works
Love isn't perfect I know that but you knew your whole worth
You started giving up
You became so distant
I thought you started hating me for whatever I did
I started crying more
I knew what I had done
I never opened up with you and now you're on the run
Maybe it's not to late
Regardless it's God's fate
If he wants us together he will make it work someday
But for now I just sit
And then I reminisce
On that first night I met you and the first time we locked lips
Your grasp is getting weaker
You still hit me up though
It's rare that you do that because I hurt you, yes I know
I'm already sorry
But sometimes that won't show
Id do whatever it takes for you to love me some more