In the middle of the night
I'm terrified with who I am
I wake up losing sight of time
My minds not right, lost in this trance
I dance by myself as I cry
Submerge my thoughts when I'm with friends
I can't explain this feeling
I can't lose sight of future plans
Anxiety clawing at me
I'm not as happy as I seem
I badly want to flee this galaxy to become
More than the reason that you feel so free
I can't stand myself so I sit when I'm around
These people who will talk slow and gossip through the town
The stars beautifully aligned
Yet my entity feels down
I'm tired of this feeling that I carry with me now
Loneliness my enemy
Emotions they manifest
When I sit inside my room
I smoke and count up my sins
Regrets beyond bitter cold
They whisper when in the wind
I sense my time is so soon
But time Is an illusion
In the middle of the night
I'm terrified with who I am
I wake up losing sight of time
My minds not right, lost in this trance
I dance by myself as I cry
Submerge my thoughts when I'm with friends
I can't explain this feeling I
Can't lose sight of future plans
In the
In the middle of the night
Paralysis demons hold on
My fear slowly shutting me down
I try and yell but not for long
My mind roams free whenever I
Am dreaming of becoming one
With myself before I must die
And fade away as I recall
My memories that make me sad
My sense of purpose feels so lost
No motivation for the last
Few months that I've been feeling small
I shrug it off when I'm with friends
I always tell them nothings wrong
When I could use a companion
Though I'd rather be alone
In the middle of the night
I'm terrified with who I am
I wake up losing sight of time
My minds not right, lost in this trance
I dance by myself as I cry
Submerge my thoughts when I'm with friends
I can't explain this feeling I
Can't lose sight of future plans
I can't lose sight of future plans
I can't lose sight of future plans
I can't lose sight of future plans
I cant lose sight of future plans
In the middle of the night
I'm terrified with who I am
I wake up losing sight of time
My minds not right, lost in this trance
I dance by myself as I cry
Submerge my thoughts when I'm with friends
I can't explain this feeling I
Can't lose sight of future plans
I can't lose sight of future plans
No no no no no