Two bottles down with an empty pack of cigarettes
Runnin' out the morals and I spent my last paycheck
Life is so hard so I put myself to this test
Droppin' all these bars but I'm still gettin' 'em piss tests
Damn, I've come so far but I'm treated like a reject
Damn, I'm wanting out, pressin' the button, where's the eject?
Yup paying dues, dudes these dudes where's my f*ckin' respect?
Nervous system down like I got a f*ckin' defect
Keep my music loud so my brain is always feedback
Pleadin' to the crowd, be the only option that's left
Started livin' wild, bitch, I never even looked back
Took a little while, but "Kiddy" now he's back like
Will I make it? Tell me, will I make it
Now the song's playin', bitch, I got them all waitin' like
Will I make it? Tell me, will I make it
Now the song's playin', bitch, I got them all waitin' like
I went from hot shot lawyer to cocaine addict
And I didn't just ruin myself
I spread disaster in my life, family, friends, I stole the cocaine
Pick myself up, and its back to the grind
Feet to the pavement, now I'm feelin' fine
Took a step back, now I'm hittin' a rock on time
Boy, I'm livin' in my prime
Only in my twenties, yet I've lived a lifetime
Hear about it in these rhymes
Workin' to get this money to lead a better life
With my baby by my side, yeah, that's the ride or die
She'd be the Bonny I'd be the Clyde
Like, slow it down, take a couple breaths
Take a look around, feel the pounding in your chest
Keep it steady, frown, don't let him know the stress
Like, slow it down, and take a couple breaths
Like, look around, feel the pounding in your chest
Keep it steady, frown, don't let 'em know the rest
Like, let 'em know the rest
Like, I don't know the rest