Kali Storm - Analog Suicide Lyrics

[Intro]
Lost in these frequencies, yeah
Studio lights burnin' low
Analog dreams start to flow, yeah

[Verse 1]
3 AM, just me and Soren in this booth
Chasin' dragons through these patch cables and tubes
Vintage synths screamin' out my truth
Hands shakin' on the keys, but I can't produce
Memories of that night at the warehouse rave
When them tabs hit different, made my mind cave
Now every beat feels like cardiac waves
Same rhythm as them monitors from my darkest days

[Chorus]
Can't tell if I'm makin' art or just destroyin' myself
Chasing validation while my health on the shelf
Daddy's voicemail still haunts me, yeah
"Son, you're wastin' your life," but he don't see
What these frequencies do to me
What these frequencies do to me

[Verse 2]
F*ck a normal path, I'm too deep in this shit
Every knob turn got me closer to the brink
Soren passed me somethin' strong, said "just think"
Now my mind's in places where sanity shrinks
Studio walls breathin', gear starts to melt
Creating sounds that show the pain that I felt
They want the music but don't know the cost
Every hit I make, piece of me gets lost

[Bridge]
System failure, mind in flames
Can't separate the art from pain
These analog waves got me chained
But I wouldn't have it any other way

[Chorus]
Can't tell if I'm makin' art or just destroyin' myself
Chasing validation while my health on the shelf
Daddy's voicemail still haunts me, yeah
"Son, you're wastin' your life," but he don't see
What these frequencies do to me
What these frequencies do to me

[Outro]
Studio lights burnin' low
Let these machines take control
Till there's nothin' left of my soul
Just frequencies and static to show