[Intro]
Yo, f*ck these voicemails, dad
"Son, you need to get it together..."
*distorted phone static*
[Verse 1]
Leaked demos on my timeline, yeah, that's my life on display
Carefully curated image startin' to fade away
Six months of work gone in a K-hole, what can I say?
Watching my whole world crash like Windows back in the day
Every notification feels like another blade
Comments section full of vultures, they want me to break
Posted up in my feelings, yeah, I'm in a dark space
They want the real me? Careful what you wish for, okay?
[Chorus]
Delete it all, burn it down
Can't trust nobody with my sounds
They leaked my soul, now I'm exposed
Digital ghost, I'm losing control
(I'm losing control)
Watch me break down, make it a show
Turn my pain into views, that's all they know
This ain't performance art, this shit is real
Screenshotting my scars, how does it feel?
[Verse 2]
Remember that livestream when I smashed my MacBook?
Y'all thought I was crazy, now look who's shook
Truth is, I was dying inside, couldn't take the pressure
Every like and share felt like another measure
Of how much of myself I gotta give away
Till there's nothing left but a avatar to display
Industry vultures want me to break down clean
Package up my trauma for the content machine
[Bridge]
*distorted voice*
"This is what you wanted, right?
Raw emotion, sleepless nights
Turn my breakdown into streams
Is this authentic enough for your feed?"
[Verse 3]
Ketamine dreams and broken screens
Living my life through these f*cking memes
They got my unfinished thoughts on blast
Wonder if any of this shit gonna last
Mental health hashtags ain't gonna save me
Digital footprints gonna haunt me daily
Father calling like I'm still his child
While I'm watching my whole life go wild
[Outro]
*glitchy distortion*
Just let me fade away
Into the static, yeah
No more performances today
This is the last track...
*system shutdown sound*