Club Dead Video (MV)

[Intro]
Numb to everything but the bass in my chest
Another night where I'm putting myself to the test
These warehouse walls hold secrets I can't confess
River, why'd you have to show up and mess with my head?

[Verse 1]
Strobe lights hitting like flashbacks to the ER
Pills dissolving while I'm dancing like a superstar
Remember when you handed me that laced shit?
Thought I was done with you, but here we f*cking sit
Underground scene's got me feeling like a fraud
Playing dress-up while my insides scream to God
Boston nights blur into morning light
Dad's voicemail on repeat, telling me I ain't living right

[Chorus]
System failure, heart monitor beeping
Warehouse raving while my soul is seeping
Through the cracks of who I pretend to be
Self-destruction's the only thing setting me free
(Yeah, setting me free)

[Verse 2]
Month of sobriety down the f*cking drain
River shows up, now I'm back in this game
Dancing with demons in designer chains
Underground heroes all share the same pain
Fake rebels with trust funds to burn
Playing anarchist 'til it's time to return
To their nine-to-fives, but I'm too far gone
Been riding this wave since twenty-twelve dawn

[Bridge]
These beats match my flatline
Back when I thought I'd die
Now I'm chasing that same high
While daddy's words multiply

[Chorus]
System failure, heart monitor beeping
Warehouse raving while my soul is seeping
Through the cracks of who I pretend to be
Self-destruction's the only thing setting me free
(Yeah, setting me free)

[Outro]
Lights fade out, but the bass won't stop
River's ghost still haunting this spot
Underground scene's got me by the throat
Wonder if I'll make it home, that's all she wrote
(That's all she wrote)