Walking down the sidewalk watching the treetops blow in the wind
There's a chill to the breeze its bitter cold in its relent
A street light flickers in the distance, echoing sparks bounce through the void
I watch my feet, step by step, my foot prints are muffled by the dancing shadows of the night
Headphones in my ears relaying to me the angst of these years
Head down, hood up, I'm everything I feared
Head down, hood up, I'm everything I fear
Another year gone, another year again
I'll sit back backtrack and watch the world end
I'll sit back backtrack and watch it all again
Stars reflect upon me an insight into being
Wandering under the midnight sun, questioning life and all that's begun
Beginning to believe that I wallow in bereave
I'm meant to something more with my life on this earth than to sit in self pity and grieve
And ravish my body in neglect
I'll take this music and I'll create something more
Art, poem, form
Storms are imminent, constant, ambivalent, nauseous
Its me versus a bullet of conscience
A battle of choices
Words are more than just noises
The nights more than just a series of voices I swear
The nights more than just a series of voices I swear
Another year gone, another year again
I'll sit back backtrack and watch the world end
I'll sit back backtrack and watch it all again
There's a hurricane inside this mind and I don't think I understand it
In the end reality crashes this pity party like thunder
Lightening ignites the ground around me
Sometimes I wonder
Is this what life is, I'm not so certain
So i just turn away and close the curtains
I'll worry about it another day, when sadness isn't looming
It sits on my shoulders like angels and demons whispering sweet nothings in my ears
There must be something to take away the pain
The edge creeps to closely
Get away from me, I wanna be happy
I don't think you understand
I'm torn between love and rapture
Run or capture
Sink or swim
But I'm already at the bottom of the lake
The suns looking pretty dim
I've lost hope in me but I trust in you, this is my legacy
I've lost hope in me but I trust in you, this is my legacy
Another year gone, another year again
I'll sit back backtrack and watch the world end
I'll sit back backtrack and watch it all again
Another year gone, another year again
I'll sit back backtrack and watch the world end
I'll sit back backtrack and watch it all again