Vices Video (MV)

I been ducked off
Somewhere secluded
I got Dusse with the lemonade to dilute it
Smoking on meteorites
With the waxes and oils
Infused in em
I been stressing so much
And I work harder
All my vices be so Therapeutic
It reduces
The abuse of my mind
Lord will I ever live a life slowed down
I hardly ever find time
I'ma Patriarch
I put my life down on the line
Until I die I'm on the grind

Okay
Back to the basics
Once again I gave out love
And I
Got back hatred
I Tried to be real
To a muthaf*cka
They decided to fake it
I feet played
I was dedicated
I was making plans
We was going places
You was unsure
Instead of being straight with me
So now
I got this strife that I
Feel like I'ma battle for life
I was outside just the other night
Praying to the stars
Chanting to the skies
Thought I seen ya eyes
Damn bae you had a young nigha so memorized
Then ya changed up
It was terrifying
You had a young nigha about to terrorize sum'n

Get that tear out ya eyes honey
Forever I love ya, So smile for me
It's different God gotta bigger picture
If i could
I'd push the rewind button
We was just to young didn't know nothing
Running into a brick wall concussion
Way to much arguing and cussin
Started getting outta hands
We out in public
But forever I got you regardless our problems
We need evolution to climb this mountain
If Diana was right
I'd see you at the top
I'm on that midnight train
You my Ms Gladys
I got work to do like a brother of the Isleys
Every day and all night like young Michael

I been ducked off
Somewhere secluded
I got Dusse with the lemonade to dilute it
Smoking on meteorites
With the waxes and oils
Infused in em
I been stressing so much
And I work harder
All my vices be so Therapeutic
It reduces
The abuse of my mind
Lord will I ever live a life slowed down
I hardly ever find time
I'ma Patriarch
I put my life down on the line
Until I die I'm on the grind

I can't wait til the day come
That I can fly away
Celebrate like it's a holiday
Forever I rest no more moves to make
I been going hard
Giving it my all
Poor decisions made as a younger boy
Joy stolen from my father and my mom
That's the type of pain
Give me hunger now
If you wonder why
My anxiety be on the rise
And I need a vice to clear my mind
It's hard to control the voices heard inside
Tempting me to roll em two up at a time
Mix the potent add a couple cubes of ice
Quick fix for my problems
In the moment everything's right

Give me the keys to life
The strength that I need to fight
The power to believe when I can't see the light
Who do you call on when you can't sleep at night
What you tell yourself when you looking in the mirror
And somethings not right inside
Just you and yo shadow
No one to reply
They told evil lies
Haunt my dreams at night
So much to the point I feel demonized
Trust issues got me feeling everybody in disguise
Plotting on my demise
But to their surprise
I beat the odds
Had to improvise
Like Ali when Foreman had the crown
I'ma stay down cause I'ma champion

I been ducked off
Somewhere secluded
I got Dusse with the lemonade to dilute it
Smoking on meteorites
With the waxes and oils
Infused in em
I been stressing so much
And I work harder
All my vices be so Therapeutic
It reduces
The abuse of my mind
Lord will I ever live a life slowed down
I hardly ever find time
I'ma Patriarch
I put my life down on the line
Until I die I'm on the grind

I been ducked off
Somewhere secluded
I got Dusse with the lemonade to dilute it
Smoking on meteorites
With the waxes and oils
Infused in em
I been stressing so much
And I work harder
All my vices be so Therapeutic
It reduces
The abuse of my mind
Lord will I ever live a life slowed down
I hardly ever find time
I'ma Patriarch
I put my life down on the line
Until I die I'm on the grind