Kareem Ledell - Package Deal Lyrics

Me and this bottle of sorrow come in a package deal
I happen to be happily happy when I don't have to feel
I ran into somebody I hated asked if I'm rapping still
I had to sit and second guess my act for real
It wasn't a confident answer
I always try and hold myself to a positive standard
I just feel like if I slip then I'm damned
In a pinch in a jam
I just figured i could fix it if I stick to the plan
I put an eighth in this grabba I'm nodding off again
Caught with contraband contradicting what all I'm caught up in
Who the f*ck you call when you can call a friend if
They don't f*ck with you til you got lots of fans and
Niggas weasely like Harry Potter's mans
Im comfy like pajama pants
I just want a lotta bands and plots of land
Somewhere in the south I want my mom to stand
Ignorance is bliss but that is not a stance
Enemies get clipped if they grow out of hand
We ride with them blowers like mariachi bands
Im out
It's getting hot as f*ck
Red hot
Couple options I can line em up
Dead stock
Had lil baby in a figure four
Leg lock
I need a different type of head doc
I f*ck with your company though
Really she one of the ones
Gimme dopamine and then she leave when the sun coming up
I dream of when love was enough
I gotta work until I'm sick and then double it up
I need a check up I'm getting checked out
I'm smiling but I'm f*cking stressed out
Can't let depression run my life I gotta puff my chest out
I gotta man up
Swallow down that pride and stand up
This what I planned for
Still I demand more
Yeah you cool but what the f*ck do all you niggas stand for?
We at a standstill
That type of shit belong in landfills
You niggas boo boo
You let the pressure run right through you
It isn't too new
When death approaches don't be too cool What would you do?

Me and this bottle of sorrow come in a package deal
I happen to be happily happy when I don't have to feel
I ran into the man in the mirror and saw the past I killed
I lost myself for a while
I think I'm back for real