Kasino Fluorescein - 4u Lyrics

Kept you safe
Even though it cost my world
Damn near cost my girl
See she wasn't treating me right
At the time I wanted out
You took advantage of a broken house
I ain't mad at that
Didn't know chaos and drugs was your habitat
Sanity you'd do anything to have it back
Just wanted somebody who had your back
And I had your back
A Virgo with a pisces attached
When polar opposites sadly attract
Pain and heartache we'd sadly contract
I was confused but that ass of yours would distract
Take me out of focus yet keep me in tact
You said she took me for granted though I was so loyal
The fact you couldn't have me made your blood boil
So every time I saw you I was so spoil
You walk around in a thong heels and baby oil
But not much got in the way
The needle got you today
Deep sleeps would wash you away
As you wake my name you would say
To myself I would always say
Another photo shoot another day
But there was something strange about that day
I met a monster and she came to play

Misery playing our favorite song
Me and you dancing all night long
The devil won't let us turn the lights on
Can't see what felt right
Should've felt wrong
All these feelings that I felt for you
Wasn't meant to be
You had no love for me
If your love for me
Was anywhere near true
You would've changed for me
The way I changed for you

Slow strokes watch me take control
On top watch her ride it
Trying to take my soul
She knew what got to me
So she played her role
Hidden lies other guys she was on a roll
And then you got locked up
All the letters to my house that would pop up
So I decided to pop up
You were So high
You couldn't stand up in lock up
You said you'd get clean
And we'd start a new
That I wouldn't go through
What I was going through
That you'd provide the consistency I was overdue
Kinda glad the drugs took over you
Heard your dealer kidnapped you threw you in a van
Funny you and Katie thought he was a family man
I can't make you quit maybe your family can
I reached out to them saying I'd do all I can
Funny how they knew you probably lied
To me about everything and probably cried
I sympathized with the days you almost died
Trying to overdose in your room and exit the ride
Heard you happy now
Racist prick by your side
Good luck with the memories of us
You like to f*cking hide
Your mother text me before she died
Said you weren't worth losing a potential bride

Misery playing our favorite song
Me and you dancing all night long
The devil won't let us turn the lights on
Can't see what felt right
Should've felt wrong
All these feelings that I felt for you
Wasn't meant to be
You had no love for me
If your love for me
Was anywhere near true
You would've changed for me
The way I changed for you

Remember when you asked me for a song
Here's your f*cking song
I remember
You can act like you don't
But I remember

You said I'd never come down
From my tower for you
I took it as an insult
Fake tears that you would cry
I didn't wanna come down
I didn't wanna come down