Kasino Fluorescein - Too Emotional Lyrics

Always knew I was different
When my heart beats I listen
When I shine I glow and I glisten
Still I wasn't paid attention
But never loss faith in my ascension
Put a mask on my emotions
I would bask in that potion of hatred
Rub it on like its lotion
Tears always fall in slow motion
Been a long while since I've seen mine
Hope god answers my prayers
I don't ask for much but we'll see in time
And I know the things that I do
Came from you making me hate you
Hoping I got a guardian angel
Depression and stress like to tangle
While misery hangs me from my ankles
The world never really even cared
I was treated like a ghost
Now you wanna act like I'm here
Now you wanna act like you care
I did it all
Seen it all
And while I did
You were never there
Loyal me forever here

You hate the way that I think
Hate the way that I feel
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Because I'm that real
They said I was too emotional
Too emotional

Loving my self is so hard
They love
When I
Fall a part
And I can't
Pickup
Those
Parts
I don't really think
That's smart
Wanna criticize my art
That I made from my heart
Won't them steal my spark
Then leave me alone in the dark
Rumble young man rumble
Santana my theme song
Since we're living in Zombieland
All the scopes got beams on
Gold diggers get screamed on
My shoulder don't lean on
Can count my friends on one hand
Anyone else just seems wrong
Social media ain't the problem
The problems always been you
There's a reason you
Post all the hateful things that you do
I hope I never come across you
Or I'm putting my fist and feet all on you
Thought I'd be polite to warn you

You hate the way that I think
Hate the way that I feel
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Because I'm that real
They said I was too emotional
Too emotional

See me when you see me
Got a problem
We can solve it quick
Most artist are trash
No need for artist development
Headaches I'm developing
Come from y'all music
And the fans who choose it
Make me wanna snap lose it
I write real music
They say rap ain't real music
Why because it ain't country hill billy hick music
I'm known as the unheard legend masses never knew
I did this from the heart never cared about the revenue
Here's to hopes I sell a few
All on my lonely won't let a label own me
Only just to disown me
Did this all by my lonely
Won't let a label own me
Only just to disown me

You hate the way that I think
Hate the way that I feel
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Because I'm that real
They said I was too emotional
Too emotional