Kassius the Great - Let You Go (feat. Nate) Lyrics

And when I close my eyes, I see your face all night
No matter what I try, its all these feelings I can't fight
I'm gonna let you go, so you can move on
I'm gonna let you go, even if I don't
If I could go back to the very beginning, knowin exactly how everything ended
In fact I would actually get stuck in a daze on occasions for areas extended
Recalling back then in between classes within my routine
Hittin the vendin machine to get you Twizzlers
And a pack of M&M's, your friends like look girl he's back its him again
Then after school I'd watch you practice in the gym
You'd talk to guys, I'd hope you'd not consider them
Obviously I'd fell for you with hopes one day you'd meet me there
You fall asleep on the phone at night
I held it to hear you breathin air
Findin out you would braid my shit was my reason for even keepin hair
A friendship was what you wanted, you didn't wanna plan romance and force that
That was better than nothin but i couldn't stand, no man at your doorstep
So should I rejoice cause you want me here, and as your friend you treasure me?
Or die inside, knowin that's the only thing we'll ever be
I'll let you go
And when I close my eyes, I see your face all night
No matter what I try, its all these feelings I can't fight
I'm gonna let you go, so you can move on
I'm gonna let you go, even if I don't
Easily the hardest thing I've ever had to feel and endure
I could never fill the void of your real support
I still avoid that Daniel Caesar song, that shit come on and i hear your voice
I suck as a friend, I build and destroy
Focus on what I don't have and ignore the thrill that we'll enjoy
How dare I walk out on that bond I built with that baby girl you birthed
She engraved her gorgeous face in my core
So lately I'm in a world of hurt
With Gerald Levert playin on Apple Music
Wish we could make it work, there ain't nothin worst than when my backs to you Ms
My apology for the pain I caused all the times within our lives i went missin
The vacant spot, not being there to protect you and J
And celebrate with the family takin shots
Can't watch you with someone else
At this point I'm completely in despair or
By waiting for you to choose me I'm expecting a ship to come to this airport
I'll let you go
And when I close my eyes, I see your face all night
No matter what I try, its all these feelings I can't fight
I'm gonna let you go, so you can move on
I'm gonna let you go, even if I don't
I hold on to the memories of sittin with J on kids Youtube
The first time we went out as 3, in the picture booth with you 2
Your kickball games, couldn't wait for those
You knew I'd be there for true support
Your team sucked but we didn't care
We were just hype whenever you'd score
We text all day and night just of the essence cause times precious
Unless its one of those days when we played checkers through imessage
You didn't have to say a word then and woo, I still felt your presence
I failed to get first place in your eyes, but every second was all a blessing
All I wanted from you was to be your choice and of course to cherished
But its torture in this friendship
I feel as important as the horse to your carriage
Who'll soon end up resortin to prayin for divorce from your marriage
Tell whoever he is he took my seat
But J will always look like me
I'll let you go
And when I close my eyes, I see your face all night
No matter what I try, its all these feelings I can't fight
I'm gonna let you go, so you can move on
I'm gonna let you go, even if I don't