Some days crash down on me with intent to hurt
In my feelings, I try to show up for myself
I remember the bad things I remember the pain
Need to replay the memories that made me feel some type of way
There's always light
Even if it's turned off
For the time being
Healing gotta find the switch
In the cluster of chords
It comes back up
You used to love me
Until you just used me
Marks on my body left by you
I guess I missed them when I made more
Asking why are these the thoughts I consume
Don't you dare tell me what I should do
Judgement made by people who never knew you
What we were
Oh I miss you
What we shared
Take me high
Take me back to the light
I hold on to
I'll be waiting to
Remember the real you
Expectations of who I thought I knew will haunt me
But lessons were learned
And even though I miss you
I miss me way more
So I'll find the chord
The one without you wrapped around me
And Ill turn on the light switch
Since it's always been here
Always been here
Oh I miss me way more than I ever could miss your chords
Oh Yeah
Mhhm
Some days crash on me without intent to hurt
In my feelings I try to show up for myself
The light switch is on
Feel some type of way