growing down Video (MV)

When I was young
Growing up just
Seemed like fun
Yeah, I was dumb
She didn't know any better
Didn't know that shit
Don't last forever
Don't last forever
Am I growing up
Or growing down
Someone help me I can't
Figure it out
Is there something there
That I can't see?
Something out there in this world for me
This world for me
When I was young I
Packed my bag and
Went on the run
Just want some freedom
And I couldn't make it
Past the driveway
But, it's hard out there
What can I say
Am I growing up
Or growing down
Someone help me I can't
Figure it out
Is there something there
That I can't see?
Something out there in this world for me
This world for me
And my chest is full of emptiness
Where my heart should be
I'd rather say I hate myself
Than go to therapy
I love too hard
And that's my flaw
I'd die for people
Who would cut me off