Staring at your photo now
At least a hundred minutes
Thinking 'bout how difficult
Life's been without you in it
Trying not to cry
As another year goes by
Without you here
Keep hearing it get easier
Trust in new beginnings
Time heals every wound
So why am I still bleeding
If I could just go back in time
Forget it all and hit rewind
I'd have you here
Every night is the same
Shadows whisper your name
Their silent refrains
Burrow deep in my brain
Got a lump in throat
And a pain in my side
It won't go away
No matter how hard I try
How hard I've tried
Staring at the door
Wanting you to walk right through it
My heart would just explode
If you could actually do it
I'll keep hoping anyway
For another chance to say
I love you here
Oh I still love you here
I still love you here