Now this is just a journey down the odyssey
Come with me and I'll show you how I lost apart of me
Nothing left to bleed inside my veins and thru my arteries
Part of why you see my movement looks so very cautiously
I'm sorry but your gona have to pardon me
You think its f*ckin hard to see you use the same apology
And honestly a couple times I bought it B
You felt like an anomaly but no more speakin properly
F*ck you no apologies and you know why
This shouldnt catch you by surprise
You're the one that led to our demise
You know I tried to cut ties
I just had to cross my T's and dot my I's
But your the one who crossed the line
Eyes always brought me back so many times
Always found out where my heart lied
Ironic that I met you near a stop sign
Wish we never locked eyes, cuz this feelin wont subside
A feeling that I cant define, a feeling that I cant deny
Yeah had me ina f*ckin hogtie
Never thought your glance could really change my stance
But now my soul wont dance, just this portrait of dead romance
I ignored all the evidence put aside all my hesitance
Thought I felt this in my chemicals yeah you felt like my reciprocal
Forgive me if I sound a little cynical but the effects of this
They are still residual happiness so minimal
But I got more anger than a seminole
Colder than your first rep on a kettle bell
All of this just aint really sittin well
Wish I never put you on a pedestal
Bombs over Lebanon now she trippin like she heard it wrong
Naw baby this our f*ckin coup de grace
Yeah I'm talkin stupid raw no my f*ckin mood aint calm
No more livin in your palm she always love me when I'm gone
She callin me a king but she treat me like a pawn
Yeah its always been a chess game wish I never let me chest cave
But you aint callin checkmate this shit right here
Deeper than a 3 from Steph's range
Thought I saw an angel on the sidewalk
Chased her down just a minute do you mind if I talk
Beginning of my death but we couldnt find chalk
Naw this aint no f*ckin nice talk im nasty over here
Yeah I'm spittin this like pine tar
And I cant lie it was hard to let a dime walk
(you gotta be f*ckin kidding me man)
Yeah you heard it right she just texted me
Now maybe you can see why all of this still vexes me
Part of why u hear me talkin soundin so aggressively
I hate that u aint dead to me like KD leavin Chesapeake
You leave but its still festering she broke what there was left of me
I used to call you angel
But you just gave me hell I hate that I still dwell
I got some dust up on shelves
I been stuck up in this place where I aint feelin like myself
You wonder why these cards were dealt
But those lies I should've smelled
But her eyes made it so I couldnt ever really tell
Green eyes can tell a mean lie
Meanwhile if I waited on you I'd b f*ckin senile
And for you yeah I woulda walked the f*ckin green mile
But she burned me more than once
Yeah she left me in a clean pile
I am nothing now but these ashes and remains
Yeah you put me in this game cuz these flames we couldnt tame
But I thank God that she left me out up in the rain
Now she comin back like nothin ever changed
But you caused a different sort of pain
Smarter now I must refrain even though you said you woulda changed
No I cant sustain what I had became
What the f*ck you think I'm playin nothin left for me to gain
She always loved to play the runaway
If she listenin now she probably know what I'm gona say
The valley to my ridge no this feeling I cant rid
Ironic I cant stop but I'm stuck up in this skid
Watch the clock it doesnt tick
I wish I knew your clever tricks
But I fell like a bag a bricks and she rolled without a pick
Guess I shoulda listened to those mama tips cuz that shoe fits
Every box you checkin off the list
Yeah I've came to grips watch this middle finger flip
Promise never call you bitch but you as fake as your tits