Katy Patchwood - Ship Is Going Down Lyrics

When everything I knew was smashed to pieces
With no one there to reason with my pain
I stepped right out the door and found what I was looking for
A man who didn't care to ask my name

I was fumbling in the dark toward your essence
I was stumbling into my greatest sin
When you lit me with your spark it's like my heart was never broken
And all that I could do was just give in

You were a stranger and you still are one
I know that you don't love me
And you never will
But in my heart I still believe in heaven
So if this ship is going down
I'm going down with it

If this ship is going down
I'm going down with it
If this ship is going down
I'm going down with it
I can't take the world
All alone without my anchor
So if the ship is going down
I'm going down with it

It was 13 years since I had thought about it
Who'd have guessed I'd be back here again
Just wrap me in your arms and don't hold back on all your charms
It turns out that my body needed men

This year has been a f*cking rollercoaster
The certainties of life have given way
When I sing this to a crowd, I read my diaries out loud
The secrets of my heart I give away

I loved a woman
And I loved her sweetly
She and I made a beautiful home
But something left me
Something important
Shit was going down
And I took her down with it

If this ship is going down
I'm going down with it
Hell, if this ship is going down
I'm going down with it
I took her hand
And I promised her forever
But shit was going down
And I took her down with it

Our ship was going down
And I took her down with it