See, I'm always going dumb, thinking unrealistic
See, I'm stuck in my conscious, and it's hitting my visions
I'm reactive, retractive, and acting on some passion
And I'm always having sadness shortly after satisfaction
See, my old friends cut ties, I hit them with a sever
I can never think logic when I'm always under pressure
And I'm just 19, I hope I got a future
I would measure my success, but I'm the only ruler
They want real talk, in my rhymes will hear you go
I'm afraid of what I have, more afraid to let go
See, I'm stuck in my feels, insecure like, what's wrong
Got the back of my head, telling me I'm being cheated on
I'm always distant, close to home, surprise, I'm not an orphan
And my positive died, like a f*cking abortion
Boy, I strongly refuse to be any sort of conformist
Now I take it all, cause I'm frankly sick of these portions
Used to know connects, now it's only my WiFi
Every time I'm puffing green, I'm blowing out oh my's
At this point, I'm seeing bullshit with rolled eyes
So why these motherf*ckers throwing shade at sunrise
I think I'm on my dumb shit
I need to settle down a bit
I never know what's going on
Everybody going dumb, let's just all sing along
I think I'm on my dumb shit
I need to settle down a bit
Cause this is driving me insane
One of two ways, social or lonely
Pussy comes and goes, that shit ain't nothing like ya homies
These other dudes inferior, they all butt below me
Telling what they doing, but they never seem to show me
Cause I've seen it all, from these rappers to producers
Sound the same, look the same, y'all are just confusing
Every other person wants to be a Metro Boomin
But they never put the work in and you can't trust excuses
But I'll be honest dog, life is caught up, I f*cked up
I've been gone for too long, been craving to do songs
My mission, ambition to be a musician
Has taken transition since I paid tuition
And now that life's hit, it's nothing but disturbances
Now there's choices like your studio or car insurance
And a mediocre lifestyle is living in despair
Shit, I'd rather be out of shape than be a f*cking square
My mouth is out of line, better yet it's cuttin' boy
Keep on saying you the shit, but all you are is hemorrhoids
But I ain't judging or asking for acceptance
Cause I knew that I was serving rats since the first sentence
I think I'm on my dumb shit
I need to settle down a bit
I never know what's going on
Everybody going dumb, let's just all sing along
I think I'm on my dumb shit
I need to settle down a bit
Cause this is driving me insane
You wildin, you childish, you act like an idiot
You buggin, dat boi, you can never be serious
You've always got me worried and I never got a clue
I'll just find another man
Bitch, I hope the f*ck you do
You ain't nothing but a wannabe, fake ass artist
Flow slow too, you're just overall retarded
Once I open up my relic and you're all up in my crevice
Gonna feel like it's heaven, switch your V-card for a debit
Distractions