Kay Twilight - Neon Monastery Lyrics

[Intro]
Flatline beep, another script to keep
Swallowing peace in bottles deep
Monitor's watching while I sleep, yeah

[Verse 1]
Popping pills like notifications, yeah
Lost in this digital nation
Father hit the slots, I hit the pharmacy
Both of us just tryna cope with gravity
Convenience store fluorescent lights
CCTV caught my last goodnight
Ji-hoon found me on the cold tile floor
Now I'm seeing Buddha at heaven's door

[Chorus]
Wake me up when the pain stops
Heart monitor going tick-tock
Got demons in my medicine box
Living life like I'm glitching, can't stop
F*ck these scripts that keep me alive
But without them I might not survive
In between worlds, don't know what's real
Every dose is just teaching me how to feel

[Verse 2]
Dad lost won, I'm losing consciousness
Both addicted to false confidence
They say I need help, I say I'm fine
Mixing Xans with soju, crossing lines
Emergency room's my second home
Auto-tune hiding how I groan
Buddhist chants echo in my head
While these machines keep me from the dead

[Bridge]
Floating through the void tonight
Fragments of my soul take flight
Digital hell or spiritual high?
Sometimes you gotta die to feel alive

[Chorus]
Wake me up when the pain stops
Heart monitor going tick-tock
Got demons in my medicine box
Living life like I'm glitching, can't stop
F*ck these scripts that keep me alive
But without them I might not survive
In between worlds, don't know what's real
Every dose is just teaching me how to feel

[Outro]
Flatline fading to a steady beat
Found salvation in my defeat
Still here, still breathing, incomplete
Still here...