I don't like this f*ck this feeling
All you ever did was deceive me
Can't trust you so misleading
Screaming out for help yh I'm crying save me
Feeling all alone while you trynna play me
Feeling green? Nah I'm feeling blue
I can no longer say that I love you
Cos you do the things I tell you not to do
Baby why did you lie to me
I gave you everything now I'm ketamine
Gave you my heart so many times you're on a killing spree
You said I opened your heart but don't have a key
Waiting so long got me counting to three
Said that you loved me but decided to flee
You are my sun you're my vitamin d
Losing my interest can't call you my b
Yh you say you always busy
So many times my head spinning I'm dizzy
You think this is all a game this aint Disney
Take care of myself don't need your pity
Say that he is just a friend oh really
See you both circling Piccadilly
Say that he is just a friend oh really
See you both circling Piccadilly
From all the pain I've trapped inside
And all the pain I try my best hide
But I will make it through the night
But trust me I will still shine
I will still shine brighter than these fakes
Been on the grind check the yt no breaks
Ssss no creeper
Ssss just snakes
Ssss no creeper
Ssss just snakes, yeah
Thought you're my queen, yah
Sipping codeine, yah
Heart like machine, nah
Heart like bromine, yah
Feel like I'm in between yeah
I ain't got no drugs no lean yeah
I'm just one of the broken teens
You're just one of the heartless queens
You gave me nothing but nothing will do
You don't even know what you put me through
I don't want nothing to do with you
Every night I'm sad it's like deja vu
I don't wanna see no nightmares
Hurt deep inside but who cares
I'm going solo no pairs
Going round in circles not squares
You were so blessed I was the best
You turned around and still chose the rest
I tried my best Yh I tried my best
Now you just leave me and leave me so stressed
I don't care if you still love me
Back then you use to judge me
Now I gotta rest, recovery
Now I gotta rest, recovery
Baby why did you lie to me
I gave you everything now I'm ketamine
Gave you my heart so many times you're on a killing spree
You said I opened your heart but I didn't have no key
Waiting so long got me counting to three
Said that you loved me but decided to flee
You are my sun you're my vitamin d
Losing my interest can't call you my b
Looks like I'm the real winner
Your hearts small but mines getting bigger
Toxic love and it's getting too bitter
What did I do wrong, looking in the mirror
You gave me nothing but nothing will do
You don't even know what you put me through
I don't want nothing to do with you
Every night I'm sad it's like deja vu
Sleeping all day Yh I'm timeless
Sitting i`m sitting in silence
Turn off your airplane mode yah
Cos when you don't it's a crisis
Rings on my fingers they priceless
Buying new clothes while I'm mindless
Don't mistake me for kindness
Don't let the industry blind us
Liar liar pants on fire
I'm the one you now admire
You keep on saying you changed
Acting like I am to blame
I hoped she never let me go
She turned around and lost control
Lock on her heart but I don't have the code
That's how much love she always showed
Can't understand my heart
Seeing you with other people tears me apart
I ain't peaceful anymore
Throw my feelings out the door