Kaynomic - Hollow Knight Lyrics

I used to have a heart
I don't know where I left it
Somewhere in the dark
Somewhere with a mark
Somewhere with a hole in it
Don't start feeling bad if you never even noticed it
I don't want your condolences
I have a problem trusting people with my feelings
That's why I always turn them into lyrics
Cause people take your heart but they just wanna break it
People claim they'll listen but they just really faking
I'd rather tell a lie and say that I'm really fine
Cause the problem with the truth is they can't really take it
They can't really take it
They say life is what you make it
But this life is really making me
Don't know where it's going but I know it's really changing me
I know that I'm going but I don't know where it's taking me
Probably to a dark place
Somewhere where my heart race
Anything is better than a living full of heartbreaks
Happiness and I split up like I'm divorcing it
Do I really love life or am I really forcing it
Put that on my tomb
Those are thoughts that I'd have up in my room
While I'm listening to DOOM
Cause sometimes I'm feeling doomed
I learned from every lesson that my life has ever taught me now
I've never been the type to let somebody try to hold me down
And if you ever knew me you should know that you don't know me now
And if you ever hurt me don't you ever think you slowed me down
I open up to music as a way for me to vent
If my time is money I can't even waste a cent
Cause I cannot trust nobody and my time is better spent
Doing music till my death
Doing what I want until my death
Maybe one day I'll meet somebody that can show me light
Broken man fighting for my life I'm like a hollow knight
I'm like a hollow knight
Maybe one day I'll meet somebody that can show me light
Broken man fighting for my life I'm like a Hollow Knight
I'm kinda negative like a dash before the number
I used to have a light like what comes before the thunder
I fell in love with it round the time that I had lost it
But to be honest that old light was probably exhausted
I gotta take the blame even though it's not completely mine
It's been about a year and I still am not completely fine
Told myself to give it time
Give it time
Give it time
Take a shot and hit a lime
Pray that I will wake up fine
Pray that there's a heaven if I don't and I will get inside
Scared to go to hell my demons telling me to get in line
I used to be a knight I tried to save a couple hoes
Even tho it was a hassle I just wanted us to grow
All it takes is a mistake and they get so quick to expose
Made me turn into the man I am today I suppose
But I gotta take away the cons and focus on the pros
And I still hope for the day I find a light and that it glows
Hollow knight