Past Days Video (MV)

Kaystylez
Y'all ready for this one?
Yo I ain't even f*ckin ready
But lets get it

Hip hop ain't what it used to be
Old soul with a mentality
Beyond your pay grade
I'd love to see you rate that shit
On the real now homie
See if you gonna try and own me
Or this that you know me
Ha, good luck
Cause man I'm hella f*cked up
Rap the real shit
Cause my life don't let up
Don't add up sometimes
Like the math tryna send me signs
But its a rave in my mind
Everybody's dancin
Screamin
Shoutin
Havin a grand old time
Old timers
I'm tryna bring back the fire
Hopefully inspire the world of
Mumble mouths
To learn how to pronounce

A B C s
And
1 2 3 s
Lookie see
Lookie see

Rookie of the year
That'd be me
Kaystylez poetically
Invade your brain and give you a refresher
On how music should be made
Y'all cornballs nowadays
Are hella lame
But blessed in fame

Maybe one day
Maybe I'll hobble down that red carpet too
You can dream
Why can't I too?
Tryna make my moves
Silently
Cleverly
Silence me
Try it

I f*ckin dare you

I've had to recite my story too many times to count
Under the knife all my life
Accustom to hospital gowns
Don't frown
Cause nobody else who mattered did

It was still straight up bullyin
Name callin
And straight up f*ckin violence

Tryna silence me for life
Of course I've had to fight
Fight em everyday
Tryna keep them demons at bay
Y'all kids nowadays can be relentless
And it's senseless
What's really in it for you?
A power trip or two?
Don't you know knowledge is power you fool?
F*cked up my last year of school and college too
Always the one who

Never quite made
Made it
I made it

So much harder on myself I wish I could go back and do it different
But then maybe I wouldn't be the voice in your headphones and speakers
Helpin you through it
Who knew it
This was how I was meant to
Teach ya
And reach ya
No one knew since I was never given a chance
So of course I had to smash
First chance I got
Food for thought
All y'all who f*cked with me

Can f*ck right off
You can f*ck right off

Pass the blunt
Cause I gotta fly off
Fly high
Past the clouds
Where it's less loud
See the people who left too early
Left me with questions
Mainly how?
Casket to casket
Painted in faded rose petals
Too many funerals in my life
Make it hard on my mental
Hard to process
Close the faucets cause
Emotions are seepin now
Aint sleeepin now
Wide awake and feelin my heart ache
Death follows me reluctantly
Grimmreaper
Stay back before he chooses you
Though I'd say take me instead and not you

I give back as much as I can
I know hard it is
Truth

Life is Ruthless

Testin you without a chance
To peek at your notes
Quick dance
Think fast
Whats the right choice
Gotta find your voice
And while youre at it
Find mine too
Too many of them aint me
And tryna tell me what to do
Who knew
I'd be so quick to this shit
2018 payback
I made you my bitch
Hitchhike back to

A new timeline and shit
Rewind that shit to past days
That put me through hell and shit
Hells quite an intrusive place

Have you ever looked
The Devil
In you eyes?

I have
Thanks dad

I see you in my dreams every night
Tryna choke me out out and ruin my life
You said you loved me
Thinkin that it makes your abuse right
Misuse my rights
Just cause we're blood
Never gave you the right to justify your vengful nights
Vengeful heights
Watched you beat my momma down every night
I'll be damned if I see you in person
And don't knock out your f*ckin lights
Tonight I'm balled up and ready to fight

Past days have me feelin waves
But I won't hesitate
Cause intellect I'm blessed with
Just tryna make make my family proud

I won't ever stop when I write
True story
Past days

Eternal hauntin sound
Eternal hauntin sound

Goodnight
Good mourn
I'm done
I'm gone

I went to town on this one
Kaystylez