K-Cash - Wide Awake Lyrics

I'm Wide Awake
Thinking of all the opportunities I couldve took
These feelings won't ever change
I moved on to better things and you stay the same
But who could I blame
You made me the person I am boosted my confidence game
You were just a 4 now I'm f*ckin with a 10
Go ahead go back to the same shit again
Started off as a friend but that was back then
Losing control and I'm losing my mind
Be both adults now
Let's put this shit behind
But you still don't act your age

Maybe I just overthinking
Your ruining your life selling my sons shit so
You keep drinking
I just hope some day we talk this out
Maybe one day your act will be together
We could've done everything together
Do anything just make you feel better
Shine like the sun so bright
Just take my hand so I can show you what it's like

You tell me all I did was make you sad
Let's just start over we got memories to add
I know your life's a mess
All you do is f*ck around now
But I mean I guess
Gotta get these thoughts off my head
Damn isn't life rough
I don't know what to do
It's been 4 months since I heard from you
Where were you when I needed you
Trying my best to cope with the fact
We won't ever have that same shit again
I just heard your new boyfriend was that kid you said was just a friend

It Don't bother me tho
I ain't tryna fight over shit
You still hit me up on the low
No disrespect
But you nothing but a hoe
I think it's time pack my shit go
Imma do whatever it take to see my son
Even if it means count bound done
Keep on having your fun it won't last long
I could tell you everything your doing wrong all night long