KCC - NonChylont/Never Be the Same Lyrics

Know that you toxic
How many times I gotta beg you stop it
It's like, it's like I can never win
You post petty shit that get under my skin
Knew I shouldn't of let you In
Tell me what's love to you
The thought of forever make you that uncomfortable
Why you afraid of commitment
You want love but you can not cannot give it
That alone becoming rather confusing
You rather not love than have It and lose it
Mm, girl why you cant trust nobody
Man your love is poison I'm calling you ivy
I'd give you my all but you'd go and stop me
Shit, who you loving if it's not me
Being savage ain't gone heal all that pain
Don't care what you do with them other niggas girl we aint the same
Here you go playing games
You wanna be nonchalant
I'm the nigga you need the nigga want
Only for temporary cause you turn a shoulder that get colder than February
Your heart can get very scary
Girl you don't deserve me
One minute you love me next minute you hurt me
Don't know what to do with you
But i got to ask what's love to you, huh
My baby what's love to you
Another one of them ones
You only loved yourself, damn
Played with my heart, damn
I'll never be the same way, no
I loved you when I couldn't even love myself
It's like I couldn't fight the feeling you was begging for help
Said it's been a minute since you felt the way you felt
Yet still managed shuffling every hand that was dealt
But, how could I tell you no
My life was miserable, blessing yours was biblical
Even when you sent me in circles like an elliptical
Every time you went shed a tear I kept a tissue close
Pride was killing though, you wouldn't get It tho
Every step you take when you out of moves is pivotal
Travel city to city, you never get a visit tho
I know i asked for time but what you sending me to prison for
You keep your love locked down
Had me feeling so astound
When you was lost I'm who you found
Now you never come around
You was looking for a king
How you overlook my crown
Miss when you would call me up
Just to tell me beat it down
I loved you when I couldn't love my own self
Gave you everything I never gave nobody else
Gave you my heart
You left It full of scars
You the one to blame
Still filled with pain
I feel a sudden irritation when I hear your name
Charge it to the game we can never be the same
Now we argue back and fourth just to do this again
This the type of pain that'll turn a boy to a man
It's so hard to say goodbye I wont even pretend
All the stress you cause me girl where I begin
I dont wanna be the only one hurt at the end
So I'm, still getting over you
Still lurking your page what I'm supposed to do
Quite frankly can't even let a nigga get close to you
How you wanna play games when you ain't coachable
You said our love me forever, mm
You told me one day, It would all get better
If everything spectacular then how we was missing the pleasure, huh
My baby where the love
The only foreign a nigga ever need was a plug
We was too young, I guess you needed a thug
You know ima drown all the pain away with the drugs
Cut all of the strings it's not what It seams
My heart in a sling I'm on to better things yeah
Uh, I could never be a nigga that's just settling
And sooner than later you gone get yo day of reckoning
Yeah you had me feeling so stupid
I know that you was just using
You played my heart for amusement
I'll put my pain in the music the feeling so therapeutic
You say that you feeling triggered I'm thankful I dodged a bullet yeah