ANXIETY Video (MV)

I blame it on aw shit yeah
I blame it on all the anxiety
You keep on expecting from me
And the pressure increase
And it's defiantly tiring
You judge and the jury
You tryin me
Just like the rest of society
I be in need of a breath of fresh air
Cause I swear
None of this shit is inspiring
All of these battles n wars had reopened some wounds
That keep bleeding
I never got treated
I don't be trusting a soul
Cuz the nature of humans is evil
They always misleadin
I guess it was my fault for thinking
That you gonna move how I move
I'm admittedly foolish
Now I step back every time
They be showing me signs
Like thank god I already been through this
Already been through this shit like
Aw shit yeah
I blame it on all the anxiety
This song is for anyone smiling
To cope
But be suffering quietly
I know the feeling of feeling like
Nothing you do is enough but you steady keep pushing
I know the feeling of feeling like
You must be so outta touch
But you literally wasn't
Maybe it's just repercussions
Or karma for all of our actions
Or Maybe it's deeper
Maybe it's vices we dress up
Disguising them as a distraction
We'd rather not speak of
Well what do I know
I'm just a vessel
Experiencing life while I live through these moments
Searching for answers to questions I already know
Like k you already know this
I already know this shit like
Aw shit ya
I blame it on all the anxiety
Does it make me selfish
For craving someone else
To really confide in me
Maybe it stems from a deeper connection
That's rooted from how I was raised as a child
I ain't have my father
I lived with grandmother
I always wished I had somebody around
That's prolly why I had allowed
Disloyalty from those that I kept inside of my circle
Your lessons can turn into blessings
Soon as you realize that they help you
They ain't there to hurt you
Swimming in circles
Seeing in purple
Lately I been out here searching for peace
Now I only pour in the cups of the people I love
That be pouring they love into me
That all that I need I swear