Keagan - As I Want Lyrics

Said I know a couple things have dissolved
Just because I left don't mean it's your fault
Said I'm going through some things
You had a couple drinks
I don't wanna see it at all
Take me to that place
Where our feelings changed
Why won't you let me in
I just wanna break down your walls
Damn I'll say it's my fault, just don't pull away from me
Beneficial ways gone now I feel uncertainty
Head up when I push on
Girl I guess you're not for me
As I want you to be
I wanna smell the roses
Your thorns keep them way from me
I'm feeling the ides of march
Stabbed me in my heart
I'm dead in your garden
Back to the same things
Back to the same place
Wound up in ya grave
Buried in my own ways
And I never thought id say that
I wasn't myself
Damn I'll say it's my fault, just don't pull away from me
Beneficial ways gone now I feel uncertainty
Head up when I push on
Girl i guess you're not for me
As I want you to be