My teenage self wants revenge and now I want peace
That makes it hard to heal
I walk around with a shield cuz there demons in the field
I had to go to jail to force myself to take the wheel
These days I sit around and think about this life
Every day I pray to the lord thank god that I'm alive
And theres Alotta things I value in this life
Gimme loyalty cuz I never liked to bite
Yeah yeah woah
Yeah yeah I know
Yeah yeah you gotta
Yeah yeah let go
I saw an opportunity to change so I took a dive
Had to leave my city if you stay you could die
And my momma still there that shit makes me cry
If you never been in my shoes I can't take your advice
The old me wants revenge and now I want peace
That makes it hard to heal
I walk around with a shield cuz there demons in the field
I had to go to jail to force myself to take the wheel
I gotta belly of the beast
I do this with ease
Self enlightenment and meditation I found the key
The world is so dark when I run around I can't see
I can't die early cuz I got big goals too meet
I'm just tryna survive in this dark life
Most nights I don't have light
But when I have light it don't shine bright
When it shines bright it don't feel right
And when it feels right it feels no nice
Yeah yeah woah
Yeah yeah I know
Yeah yeah you gotta
Yeah yeah let go
Just let it go
Just let it go
Just let it go
Let go
Let go
Just let go