All these little fantasies
I play them out so quietly
I grit my teeth
No one can see
The violence in my thinking
I don't wanna be alive
Just because I'm not dead
I don't wanna see the sky
Just because I'm looking up
I don't wanna be awake
Just because I'm not asleep
I don't wanna love on you
Just because you love me
OH OH OH OH
OH OH OH OH
Look so proper
So discreet
You know
Hiding's so easy for me but
Nobody would ever think
A girl like me
Could be so mean
I don't wanna be alive
Just because I'm not dead
I don't wanna see the sky
Just because I'm looking up
I don't wanna be awake
Just because I'm not asleep
I don't wanna love on you
Just because you love me
OH OH OH OH
OH OH OH OH
If one day I decide
You know I'd rather run that hide
You better help me
Put on my boots and
Run for my goddamn life
Run for my life
Run for my life
Run for my life
Oh run for my life
Run for my life
Run for my life
Run for my life
Oh run for my life
Run for my life
Run for my life
Run for my life
Oh run for my life
Run for my life
Run for my life
Run for my life
Oh run for my life