Keen - the calm Lyrics

I've been trying to breathe underwater
I've been trying to hide because I'm scared
Confusing which is one from the other
Because it doesn't mean so much in the end
Staring at the moon, who let this pain in
My last breath, silence creeping in
Same feeling that I felt before it all began
If I drown, would you be my helping hand
Calm, that's what I had to maintain
Gasoline's the last thing you wanna put on a flame
A picture a thousand words, then how much is the frame
Parted ways and on that day it was never the same
Run away, ain't no shame because I know we all afraid
Pieces of my peace held together by the rage
Worse before it gets better
Seen it go both ways
Things change, I'm wondering if I'm still sane
So many years, I still need you here
Ink from my pen getting mixed with these tears
Have no fear, swear you not alone
If you feeling what I'm feeling, then it's time to come home
Please
I've been trying to breathe underwater
I've been trying to hide because I'm scared
Confusing which is one from the other
Because it doesn't mean so much in the end
Can't fathom what you're going through
But I try
First wipe those tears from your eyes
And meet me where the sun shines
We got everything you need here
Let your guard down, the other side of fear
Embrace storms, flowers need rain too
Showing you all the good things that I see in you
We only human, ain't no telling how this shit go
Struggling, holding on, letting go
I swear it gets better, I swear it gets better, it does
I swear it gets better, you being here is real love
From the bottom of my heart to the top of my lungs
More than enough, better days they gotta come
Carry the weather with you
And if you down bad I promise to be with you
Life is meant to be lived, you get one, not two
If you feeling what I'm feeling, then this one is for you
Please
I've been trying to breathe underwater
I've been trying to hide because I'm scared
Confusing which is one from the other
Because it doesn't mean so much in the end