I stop
Run from closure
There isn't anyway to skip the nightmare
All of these things taking another piece of me
Where did I go wrong?
After all your apologies never set in stone
Eager to mask and push away when you don't feel too strong
It's your new fake identity, but it won't hold up long
How could you think that I liked it?
Meriting all of your hatred
Don't write this off as arrogance
You needed time, I needed distance
Taking all the pieces falling inside of my head
You act like everything just didn't matter
Retrace steps to the base
And you know that I'll make up for lost ground when you stole my heart
A love that was fake
I know better than to show these scars
Can't control
I won't believe these lies I know to trust my gut when it says
Leave behind, I'm so tired of pretending
Taking another piece of me
Where did I go wrong?
After all your apologies never set in stone
Eager to mask and push away when you don't feel too strong
It's your new fake identity, but it won't hold up long
After all, we're running from the same thing
The commitment would destroy the chase
When I tried, I was met with a blank face
Acting like my words were misplaced
And if it's this hard to say goodbye
Why am I even looking for a bond that's I'll never find?
Trust says its goodbyes
I couldn't keep track of all my lies
So now I try to live with the fact it's all my fault
I hope you know that my love was true
Now you're gone
In over my head
That's what you get now I'm stuck here losing sleep
Grip this knife and twist
The thought of the end helps me get through all of this
Nothing perfect can last
Lost without my other half