I spent the last year asking myself
Why you ever left
And if I'm being honest
I haven't found an answer yet
So I spend these long nights
Drinking alone
Until it all makes sense
But if I'm being honest
It hasn't numbed the pain
Ever since you left this earth
Nothing's been the same
And ever since you left my life
God knows I haven't felt right
Because I lost myself when I lost you
Now there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To hold you one last time
For a moment of your time
I'd give the rest of mine
And now I'll never get that chance
So I spend these long nights
Drinking alone
Until it all makes sense
Ever since you left this earth
Nothing's been the same
And ever since you left my life
God knows I haven't felt right
If I could rewind my time spent without you
There's so much that I'd say
For one more moment to spend here with you
I'd give everything away
Because I lost myself when I lost you
Now there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To hold you one last time
For a moment of your time
I'd give the rest of mine
And now I'll never get that chance
So I spend these long nights
Drinking alone
Until it all makes sense
And I've spent the last year
Asking myself
Why you ever left