Keiran Nicholas - ODtheOddity Lyrics

ODtheOddity, oh yea, I ought to be
Hope is appallingly atrocious, it's always been
This way, I always sin, born a king, I gotta win
Next play, get paid, on God I will
Evolve until it's overkill how I hone my skill
So much more than ill, sickly I call myself
Unstable health, mentally, my fault it is
From foolishness, a falling mess, I'll rise again.
No time to spend on useless things
That's the state of mind I keep losing grip of
These vices of mine keep loosening
I'm to convinced life is just a suit on death
I used to let it bother me, now I fuel off it
I'm too toxic, I do not care enough, I do not get
Emotions, to me, they've always been a new concept
And on top of that, I belong in a looney bin.
So dubious when I do these hits
Stow clues or hints to how I live
Through versed script, unruly writ
The unholiest, check the inverted cross around my neck.
Yea, it's possible I lost my soul a long time ago
If I did, I ain't tryna find it yo, autopilot mode
Switched on when flying low, no high, I don't know
All right; fine as faux...
Kinda cold hearted, I can't cry no more
They tell me it gets better if I try to grow
It's all I'm doing, feeling life's a joke
So laughing at everything is how I cope
With being miserable, I'mma fiend and insecure
This is my re-introduction, ODtheOddity, the king is here
To finish fear with a fatality, yo, it's my year... OD