Kejo Ang - just friends Lyrics

We were just friends
That's all we could be
Who would've thought that you would mean that much to me
You were a mess
Me a red flag
I'm sorry if I ruined the friendship that we had
Do I even listen to myself
Do I ever do the things I said?
Do I keep it in my head?
Why do I even care to bother?
Why do I even care to try?
To save myself from falling
When I know I
Gave you the time
Hid all the heartbreak
Said we were fine
Then one day I said I'd let go
Why is it hard for me to accept the fact
What I did to you, I can't take back
I'm sorry, I'm just a chapter in your story
I don't ever listen to myself
I don't even do what I intend
I just keep it in my head
Why even talk about it?
I'd rather quit while I'm ahead
I'd rather just forget
I'd rather just forget
Time over time,
I said I was fine
Mental health in decline
All I see is black
There's so much to unpack