Pondering, wondering, holding on, running freely in the darkness
Holding to the shadows that so lovingly flow free
Blundering, stumbling aimlessly, running through the forest
Wondering if I'll ever know the art of being free
And then, I see the trees
Colored so mysteriously
Wondering what it's like
To be, be free
I want to be free
Grabbing me, holding me, gripping me into my inner being
Keeping me from knowing all the pleasures of the sea
The forest in its beauty keeps on torturing the inner senses
Somehow deep inside this existence, I just want to know what it's like
To be, be free
I want to be free
Just then I find
I'm holding to the pleasure, holding to the glory
But now I must let go
So close yet so far away, I can see the way out of here
Running, but the forest keeps on begging my return
Holding on to all the great things, all the beauty that was promised
Stumbling in the black abyss, wondering if I'll ever know
What it means to be free
Oh dear God, set me free
Just then I find
I'm holding to the pleasure, holding to the glory
But now I must let go
Running to the lake, staring in the water
How can I let go of everything that's given me such peace
Running to the lake, staring in the water
I'm jumping in that lake, drowning in the water
Breathing it in, I'm breathing it in
I'm jumping in that lake, drowning in the water
Breathing it in, I'm breathing it in
Just then I find
I'm holding to the pleasure, holding to the glory
But now I must let go
And then I find
I'm releasing all the pleasure, releasing all the glory
Now I am free
I am fee
I am free
Jumping in the lake, drowning in the water
Breathing it in, I'm breathing it in