At time to wonder why I loved you
Now times I wonder why I wanted to
But you keep giving reasons not to, and I'm not like the dudes you used to
It's better like this, not better fighting
We're better separate, this weather fits this
We're always distant, real distant
Now I gotta let go of this heart, now I gotta let go of these scars
Cause I won't let it defind me, cause that shit would do it
Guess you didn't appreciate my art, guess you just left me there to starve
But I won't let it defind me, cause that shit would do it, that shit would do it, that shit
At times u wonder why I'm drinking, I'm drinking to conceal the feelings leaving me broad
I guess I'm better off believing that there is someone who believes in me and my art
It's better that we, not better to see. It's better to think the feelings ain't shit, the gift of releasing
I still pray for you and manifest
This is all a stage of your life itself building me up
I know you're better off just single, babe
Cause mama spoonfed you believing that you deserve us
It's better to leave, it's better most things, to gather and think
Our ladder not thick
Could never be happy
Now I gotta let go of this heart, now I gotta let go of these scars
Cause I won't let it defind me, cause that shit would do it
Guess you didn't appreciate my art, guess you just left me there to starve
But I won't let it defind me, cause that shit would do it