Look, uh, 5 years done gone by
Lotta dying tears the boy cried
Tryna make a way when I lost mine
Everything was good when it wasn't no more
Had to stand up and get it ain't no fronting no more
Put my life on the line, couldn't lie I was scared through it all
But the boy made it back persevered through it all
Tryna hang tight homie I was there with the dogs
But it really made me better cause I came from the war
In the field I had no choice
Spoke on my behalf but I feel like I had no voice
Still had the spirit of a person in a rolls royce
Still held it down I was proud I could really live it now
Tell me what's the problem with the things that I did
'Cause really it's the same when you think of how you live
You talk about the trenches, but you was really never ever deep in it
Man the trenches that I seen I really had to sleep in it
Uh and it was life or death over some keys
Nah For me it was life or death but overseas
I was living in cluster, things was lack lustered
Was sitting in the middle of Ukraine and Russia
Everything you fear is odd
I don't fear nothing else all I fear is God
I don't get it how ya wanna be shooter and get prayed for
Really you could be a shooter homie and get paid for it
Listen to my truth
Man I'm showing all the proof that no matter what be happening you do it all for you
I remember everything people said about me
Some showed love and some people never cared about me
Never really asked how I'm feeling today
So I try and do my best and put my feelings away
Ya ain't care about my time
Never really cared bout where I'm from but them hood niggas still showed love to my mom
I don't understand, I just tried to make amends
In this little league we in you still pitching under hand
What's the difference, cause I ain't get high or rocking jewels
'Cause the things that became a trend would make me cool?
I just wanna have my own lane
Watch what create with my moves like the soul train
Swear I do my best to keep it clean like it's Rogaine
All the same pattern like plaid but it's so plain, turn it into soul plane
Its wicked, the hood they flag or rocking beads
But the gang I was in was all rocking fatigues
It should really be a breeze we want a lot of peace
We done fought throughout the world turn streets to rocket league
I just used it as a crutch for a better situation
Now I'm moving on and I'm making my arrangements
Putting it all together see I'm destined for some greatness
It's all mind elevation, that's it, yea