I See Things That Were Never There Video (MV)

I see things that were never there
Robbing me of my sensibilities
Apparitions and heavy air
Colour my vision and make it hard to breathe

But I'll survive if it makes it better
Oh I'll survive if it makes it better
But I can't help wanting to let it go
I can't help wanting to let it go

I figured I need this now don't you think
I really don't think that it's false
Mirror on the wall
I need reassurance now don't you think
I don't want to believe it's false
Mirror on the wall
I figured I need this now don't you think
I really don't think that it's false
Mirror on the wall
I need reassurance now don't you think
I don't want to believe it's false
Mirror on the wall
I figured I need this now don't you think
I really don't think that it's false
Mirror on the wall

Conceited and vain you don't look the same
Constrained by belief perhaps I'm just afraid

Inner dialogue
I guess it's just a monologue
Doesn't mean anything to anyone
Just something I'm afraid of
It took me by surprise
As something I devised
A process of retrospection
Whereby the gaps are filled by lies
In my mind
It's the same things that I always find
Twisted recapitulation
Heard this too many times
Heard this too many times
Heard this too many times

Cinematic, erratic, ecstatic
I can't stop living it
Literal, visceral, barely permissible
Slip-ups in my common sense
Become a stricken mess
Yeah it's a shame I guess
Could complain or confess
For whatever reason you can't just forget
Oh in the end
In the end I need out my own head