Kenny Orlando - out of it Lyrics

Woke up at 10
Took a 10
Cause I ain't myself
My only friends
Inside my head
He says get some help
But you can't listen to what he says
Cause he talks to himself
What's he really know
When he's got nobody else
I feel lost
Stuck standing where the streets cross
She says I look out of it
Like i'm tired and I haven't slept
Damn yeah I ain't really mad at it
Whatever brings a little bit of happiness
I can sleep when I die
So i'm working all night
I gotta be delirious thinking I can change my life
Staying up through the night with these bloodshot eyes
Got a little routine watching the sun rise
But i'm learning how to not hate myself
I'm still watching after everybody else
I'm still figuring out all of these fine lines
Between alternate timelines
The last time I checked in I was in good health
What's the point in having it if I'm gonna ruin it
It's almost like the pent up the fear in losing it
Stops me from ever enjoying any of it
I'm just filling the emptiness
With a little more emptiness
She says I look out of it
Like I'm tired and I haven't slept
Damn yeah I ain't really mad at it
Whatever brings a little bit of happiness
I can sleep when I die, so I'm working all night
She says I look out of it
Like I'm tired and I haven't slept
Damn yeah I ain't really mad at it
Whatever brings a little bit of happiness
I can sleep when I die, so I'm working all night
Focus on the target that's ahead of you
Life is like a contest
And everyone's ahead of you
There's nothing you could ever do
It was never up to you
It was never meant for you