Yeah I know
You're dealing with trauma cause she did you dirty
You say that you love me but you're still not ready and I'm still all alone
I'm tryna make sense of my feelings emotions
My fears creepin' in and my heart that is hurting
And I can't shake it off
I'm the worst at explaining
(Trip over my words)
Especially when it comes to you
(How much I needed you here)
Right now right next to me
I'm so alone
In my room in my house my empty home
And my empty bed
Thinking about all the things I should've shared
When I had the chance
And I could've been patient with your heart
I know me I took it personal
And I know
I know and I know it's my fault
Yeah I know I know it's my fault
I know I know
Can't let it go no it's my fault
If I wasn't being so
If I wasn't I wasn't
So
So self- so selfish I'm so self
So self so self- so selfish
So self- I'm so selfish so self
So selfish so self so self
So self so selfish so self-
I'm so selfish