Hikikomori Video (MV)

This city feels like a wasteland
Friends and strangers look right through me
I'll find a kingdom where it's only me they see
I just need acceptance
Not from the ones who love me
Those who reject me
Just rate me highly it's all that I need
It's on your adoration that I feed
I'm just here to be
Judged by strangers, I'll make them love me
Portray my life through a series of pictures
When in my soul I've never been sicker
All I want's for you to like me
No, f*ck that, you all will love me
No longer care for independence
Just prop me up through fake acceptance
I'm not f*cking around
Upvote me or I'll tear you down
Click on my video give me the hits
Don't care what you think you belligerent shit
This is my kingdom
With this all my life has meaning
Faceless people hold me up high
One on one I'm called shy
But I'm so much more when I go online
Cut
Snip
And Sever the connection
Don't end my connection
It seems the more that I try
I Inevitably f*ck up my life
I'm begging you, just give me some sympathy
Only salvation's a f*cking epiphany
I've been torn down
Off my paper pedestal into the ground
I'll rise I'll rally
Reborn in Silicon Valley
I own my wasteland
With this all my life has meaning
Faceless people hold me up high
One on one I'm called shy
But I'm so much more when I go online
Shatter
Pulverise
And Obliterate connection
Don't keep connection
I don't wanna be me
A Mythical beast of fantasy
To choose reality
Is to Embrace fragility
I'm not wrong
I Can't be wrong
No, no, I can't be wrong
With this all my life has meaning
Faceless people hold me up high
One on one I'm called shy
But I'm so much more when I go online